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This is a very personal narration
It is a story that is more like a conversation, a
stream-of-consciousness account of my life. Like everything
I do, it is intense, filled with struggle, passion,
and love. It is sincere, ardent, abrupt, frank, candid,
and romantic. It reflects my personality and the impulsive
force of my character.
I
write because I am a loner. Writing allows me to laugh,
sing, cry, and die. I write for the great love that
has slipped through my fingers; to express my enormous
longing to feel that living means loving and suffering.
Thus Ive come to understand that grief often
creates greater bonds than happiness, that it is possible
to live with enormous pain and transform that pain
into a beautiful form of suffering, even if you must
experience it in total solitude.
I write to express my passion for freedom; I hope
to help unmask the great charlatan who has greedily
assumed the supreme right to govern Cuba. Writing
permits me to express my condemnation in black and
white for all to see. I write because of the ten months
I lived in anguish before leaving Cuba, as if I were
a criminal involved in some kind of filthy wrongdoing.
I
write to reconcile myself with the enormous sacrifices
was forced to make at the beginning of my exile, the
pain that comes with living in a foreign land, the
lack of respect with which we were treated, and the
looting of our possessions.
I
write because of Alzheimers disease. I write
for the people who have been visited by misfortune,
for those who suffer this terrible illness, which
leads to the total destruction of so many lives. In
the United States alone, there are over four million
people who suffer from Alzheimers disease. Many
of them live alone with their pain, their frustration,
and their despair. Our society should realize that
there is a palliative: true love, the type that demands
no rewards, that overwhelming creative force that
makes everything possible.
J.S.
(author)
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